Are these the same? I almost lost everything I owned. I've lost almost everything I own.

I'm under the pressure recently. I'm worrying about too many things. I'm worrying that I am not as good as my manager's expectations. I'm worried that my children's English is not good.

What do you struggle with the most in regards to speaking American English with native English speakers? Is it coming up with words to say? It's pronouncing them clearly so your listener can fully understand? Is it saying enough so you don't sound limited or be able to give enough variety in your responses so you don't sound repetitive? Is it phrasal verbs? Do you use them? Do you understand them? Do you know how many there are? What about your confidence? Do you second guess yourself when you speak English? Do you have a lot of 'ums' and 'uhs' when you speak American English? Do you repeat words and phrases? Do you have long pauses in between your words and phrases? Do you translate in your head before you say it? Do you depend on translating? Do you say the bare minimum which is only the few things you know how to say but if someone asks you to 'say more.' you'd have difficulty? Are you not really sure where you struggle? Have you ever had someone from the United States... a tutor or teacher really judge your speaking and give you feedback?

I see more and more people almost spend all of them time on checking their phones except falling asleep. Different people have their own different favorite apps for entertainment. The online world is much more interesting than the real world for them.among these apps installed on our phones, the communication apps which also called social medias have become one of the most important parts of our daily life. I can't imagine how I made friends with others before smart phones. During that period, only the people around me potentially could be my friends. A friend must be the person I met in person. But everything changed after smart phones got into our lives. Nowadays, we have a lot of friends online. Most of them we never see , even have a picture of them. We share the interesting things with each other, and cancel these ones we don't like. On the other hand, I slowly find that I am afraid of seeing my friends in person. I even forget how to communicate with friends, because I read an article about some tips of starting a conversation last week. I have definitely lost an important skill due to smart phones.

I want to make more friends and learn more languages.

I feel like winter these days, but still autumn now. Last Saturday, I went to an amusement park that's called Yomiuri Land. Unfortunately, it was rainny☔️Sometimes rides were stopped because of rainnig. The high and scary roller coaster was often stopped, so I thought I wouldn't have to ride them, but it started again at night, so I decided to ride it. It was very scary because of the cold. It is also an amusement park famous for its illuminations, so I was able to see the beautiful scenery while riding the roller coaster but it was really really sceary anyway.😭However, it's also special memory for me. And at there I ate a lot, for example ramen, crepe, kebab, and takoyaki!! I had a good time all of the day. It is difficult to keep the day open because I have almost part-time job on holiday. So the day was also relax time for me.

Does anyone need to learn Chinese? I can teach Chinese