Introduction of myself I am not a type of person who inflate my ego in other to get attention from others. Because I am not totally interested in an attention whore myself. I am a person living a boring life, just complaining about shit happened at times but abide by other's standard at the end, though. You know, Life is not full of candy, sometimes bad things could happen, after certain period of time of complaining, we are gonna come to terms with it eventually. But it does not mean that I am not vocal at all when it comes to issues of society like religion, politics and all. Actually I have my stance , and then again I know people tend to become very sensitive and spiteful, even the people who're very tolerant in casual real life, they become super sensitive and everything become black and white. I've always believed that everybody needs to have different beliefs if they are not blinded by their own interest and that if you put in the work, the good result will come at the end!

Troublesome It's iffy weather today to go outside, they said that the microdust from china cause it especially. The problem of it was that it seems to influence on my feeling like lazy not to do anything at all. So I couldn't be bother this morning, but I knew it couldn't be my excuse not to do anything on my dayoff. Because I needed to go to the district office to get the document and Nicon service center for checking my camera malfuntions. After getting the document, I stopped by the Nicon service center before the nick of their lunch time. Their checking my camera, and they requested 100 dollars for repair cost. I remember the old my camera was only 400 dollars when I bought it 10 years ago. And they told me Brand new camera has more light weight and functions than mine, even the cost of new one is only 400 dollars as well. The camera malfulntion has been such a pain in my neck and became my troublesome for a long time. But I dont have enough moeny to get new one. And even if I think the cost of repair is kind of ripoff, however, what could I do instead of fixing it....So I just decieded to get along with it.

One month at a time does it mean "only once during one single month"? or "only one month a year?"...or something else

rehearsal dinner "It was a really long day, because the wedding rehearsal dinner wasn't until 7:00 at night" 1. what is rehearsal dinner? does the dinner take place after the rehearsal generally? is it different with groomsmen party? 2. How long does they usually have rehearsal? or Until when..?

turn into detention "We'll lose our budget and music class will turn into detention" Does it mean that "there would be only strict rule in music class and there is no fun in it" or "The music class will be closed or disappeared?" or.....

grand prize? "I won the ten million-dollar grand prize" I think "Grand" means thousand! and "won the grand prize" means "got the top prize" so then, Does it mean that I got a ten million dollar which is the top prize in the lottery? or got a billion dollar?

Concluded grace? "I am writing to apologize for the unfortunate incident that occurred shortly after our family concluded grace at our Thanksgiving celebration" what does "concluded grace" mean?....was it supposed to be grace?

what does "-is saying something" mean? ".....In fact, I think he hates kids even more than dogs, which is saying something." What does it mean? Does it mean "there are specific reasons to hate more than I know" or "The reason he hates is not usual thing" or something else?

what does exactly the "are through" mean? If me and she really are through, that would stink, because the two of us had a pretty good thing going. Does it mean to keep this changed relationship as it is ? or....?