Why my English not going better time by time
I started to learn English when i <font style="background-color: yellow;">was</font> still<strike> </strike><font style="background-color: yellow;"><strike>on</strike></font>
at primary school grade 5, but until now, after 14 years, i still have no confidence to use English as my second language ,
<font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">and</font> i <font style="background-color: yellow;">still</font><font color="#000000" style="background-color: yellow;"> </font>
<font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">don't</font> feel confident with my English structure and it make
<font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">s</font> me feel so dumb.
Actually, in my city (Yogyakarta), you can easily <strike>found</strike><font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"> find</font> native speaker<font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">s</font> because it's one of <font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">the</font> tourist destination<font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">s</font>, you can meet people <font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">from</font> around the world. Sometime<font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">s</font> local citizen, even student<font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">s</font>, who<font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">are</font> brave enough to chall<font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">e</font>nge their language skill<font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">s,</font> use this chance [
atau <font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(0, 255, 255);">opportunity</font>] with tour-guiding them<strike> to</strike> around the city without fee because they just need an experience. I envy them so much, why <font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"><strike>I</strike></font><strike>'m</strike> <font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">am I</font> not that con<font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">fident</font>. The tourists are so kind, they know<strike> if</strike> <font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">that</font> English <font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">is</font> not our language so they just let us speak with no guilty feeling. Even sometimes if they like our work, they<strike> are easily</strike> give us money as <font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">a</font> <font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">re</font>ward <strike>of</strike> <font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">for </font>our effort. There are so many benefit<font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">s</font> <strike>of </strike> <font color="#000000" style="background-color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">from </font> it actually. We just need to be brave right? Hehe
By the way, if you are interested with bahasa Indonesia/Indonesian language, maybe we can be Friends, learning together must be fun right