February 6, 2022 Yesterday was quite strange. When I come back home from a walk, I had a headache. I couldn't complete my work of correcting a script. After meditation, I went to bed. When I almost fe

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February 6, 2022 Yesterday was quite strange. When I come back home from a walk, I had a headache. I couldn't complete my work of correcting a script. After meditation, I went to bed. When I almost fell asleep, I got agitated suddenly. At that time, I was listening to a podcast on YouTube. I felt so bad for myself. I thought that I have learned English so a long time, why couldn't speak fluently? I watch English news every day, why I still can't understand all of them? I just wanted to smash my phone. I punched the air so many times. I realized that there was something wrong. I listened to the Green Tara Mantra. Then I got a little bit better. Maybe ten minutes later, I fell asleep.

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February 6, 2022 Yesterday was quite strange. When I come back home from a walk, I had a headache. I couldn't complete my work of correcting a script. After meditation, I went to bed. When I was just about to fall asleep, I got agitated suddenly. At that time, I was listening to a podcast on YouTube. I felt so bad for myself. I thought, 'I've been learning English for a long time, why can't I speak fluently? I watch English news every day, why can I still not understand all of them?' I just wanted to smash my phone; I punched the air so many times. I realized that there was something wrong. I listened to the Green Tara Mantra. Then I felt a bit better. Maybe ten minutes later, I fell asleep.

Good job! I know learning a language can be rough. Maybe take a break for a while, and then come back to it. I think you're doing pretty well based on this entry. Try not to be too hard on yourself and give yourself more credit for learning another language. I hope this helped!

February 7, 2022

February 6, 2022 Yesterday was quite strange. When I came back home from a walk, I had a headache. I couldn't complete my work of correcting a script. After meditation, I went to bed. When I almost fell asleep, I got agitated suddenly. At that time, I was listening to a podcast on YouTube. I felt so bad for myself. I thought that I have learned English so a long time, why couldn't speak fluently? I watch English news every day, why I still can't understand all of them? I just wanted to smash my phone. I punched the air so many times. I realized that there was something wrong. I listened to the Green Tara Mantra. Then I got a little bit better. Maybe ten minutes later, I fell asleep.

February 7, 2022