Decide why you’d like to learn it. List all the things you’ll have, achieve, and experience if you learn it. Write them down and make sure to read them every day😉 That will motivate you more.

Find articles or videos that are of interest to you. Find friends who also want to learn English, or take a class. Jonathan and Derrick are right.

You need to enjoy the process or it won't be productive.

without self-motivation and self-discipline, it can never be done.

I suppose you shouldn't feel "forced" to learn a language, should be an enjoyable and challenging process. You will have good days and bad when learning as imagine everyone does. Feel free to chat if you like, you can send a direct message :)