Today, I tried to open my mouth and speak English with my daughter. Actually, I have tried it several times before. I find it hard to speak completely in English since I have to find words and fight with the feeling that I am talking nonsense or stupidly. Besides, it is not my habit so I tend to give up easily, which makes me struggle to keep it up. Being able to speak fluently would be a great feeling and I want to know how great it is.