I often resist going to sleep in the night because I always don't want the next day comes and then I have to go to work. In the bed, when I can't fall asleep quicker, worries or my past/current screwed experience fills my thought and keeps me awake.Unlike the student time, there is no enroll/graduation ceremony. The life keeps going just plain ordinary without exciting event and the same old stuff. I'm feeling as if I haven't living my life. Okay and this leads to no-answer question, what's the purpose of life bruh bruh bruh.
I'm not sure if my decision were right yet. Few weeks ago,I told my boss that I want to quit my job. This work gave me stable income and good status in society. However, the freedom of using my own time had gone. Facing the fact I'm turning to 30years old in this year, I felt I don't want to keep repeating this for next 30years and wanted a small vacation for myself and question how I wanna spend next 30years. Well, I may could change my thoughts and make the work more fun. I maybe just not interested in it enough to do so.
Although my last day of this work haven't decided yet (I was told there is a possibility it would be end of June or even Sep!),I'm excited to starting my new life from now! Preparation could be the most fun part of all things. I am looking forward to being busy for new challenges and glowing myself. :D