Today is cloudy and dark, which matches my mood. I often just think that I am completely worthless. I am an English major, but unlike my classmates, my ability in it is not even remotely good. Many times, I can't seem to express my thoughts correctly, and sometimes both my pronunciation and my intonation is poor. Seemingly, I can't even remember the words I have studied. What adds to my sadness is the grade I received for the presentation that I made in my extensive reading class last week, because my teacher give me a very low score for it. So now, I definitely feel lost, and I do not know what to do, or how to move forward.