I dont think Im an introvert but i think ive been practicing some of this social distancing since. Im not a fan reading books and nerdy stuff. I only love sleeping. :P :D
Im still searching for a way to make me happy in this time.
I was planning to study some stuff and read a novel(first!). But at the back of my mind i know i need to practice and review my japanese. Its been a month now since i touched anything japanese. I want to review but im not really in the mood. I feel guilty, torn, and dont know what to do so i end up surfing the net, playing games, and anything not productive. Even doing those doesnt make me happy because i know im not being productive.
Reaching out to friends is not even a choice for me. Im not in the mood to talk to them. Most of them are depressed and they make their listening wall. I know they just need someone to listen to them but i hope i can also give comforting words but i dont know how to comfort people.
Oh, earlier, i drew my character in my game. Just a simple drawing, lines and little colors. I rarely draw so its not that good but it made me a bit happy. I also try to talk to the people in game. Some of them likes japanese stuff and it makes me happy theres something even a bit that we have in common.
I hope to finally make peace with myself and finally go back to reviewing japanese so this quarantine period wont just be a big episode of me procrastinating.
I hope everyone is happy or even better productive. :)