It's what I am at the moment. It's when your energy for everything in life, has become so low, that you not only don't have enthusiasm for anything - you actually start to feel malevolence towards the Earth and everyone on it. Pissed off. Sick. Fed up. Had enough. Brassed off. Sick as a chip. Sick of my life. and more but they're too rude to type here. You're a bonny girl though, what a nice smile - you could sell toothpaste. See.....I said something nice, and I'm so pissed off that I can't even smile about it. And yes the term is mildly to middle vulgar and offensive to some people (who need to get a life and stop being pathetic).