In this moment, in late time, 4am I was thinking that " when I show you the happy side of my life don't be jealous , because I don't want to show you my sad side, I don't want to make you feel bad about me. My life is not perfect, we are all not perfect, we go through the same struggles, we suffered a lot sometimes, and sometimes we are happy because this is the life, it can't be static, it's always changeable. " my bedtime routine is random. First make my daughter sleep then i do my homeworks, watching movies then sleep. I like watching movies until sleeping.