Welcome back!!

It's nice to be here again. After a very long journey of life, I got a new idea of which path I should choose.
I used to be a very considerate person who always cares about others. I'm done with this characteristic!
My head always hurts when I think too much. I unconsciously put pressure on myself. unaware.
I shouldn't have done this in the first place.
One more thing, I just gave up on having a crush on someone.
He even doesn't know that I am exist and I love him, so, what is the point to continue being in love with him if it is only one-sided?