Recently, I have almost no motivation for anything. I sometimes miss my classes, even though I know I should go. My club activities are not really fun for me now either. I don’t know exactly why I feel like this. Maybe I am just tired, but it feels like every little thing takes more energy than before. At the same time, I don’t want to waste my time at university. I came here because I wanted to learn and have new experiences. So when I spend a day doing almost nothing, I feel bad about myself. But feeling bad doesn’t make me more motivated. Sometimes it just makes it harder to do the next thing. I think I have been telling myself that I need to do something meaningful all the time. Maybe that is too much pressure. For now, I want to start with small things, like going to one class even when I don’t feel like it. I am still not sure what I want to do, but I don’t want to give up on my university life.