I can't remember anything until I was 7 I can't remember anything until I was 7. In fact, I have no idea what caused it. Until one day, I told about that with my grandma. For the first time, she didn't say anything but mentioned my childhood, which before I was 7. My grandma said, my parents often went to Singapore on business when I was little. (I was brought up by my grandma.) Therefore, I and my parents had spent a few days together in a year. Every time they came to visit me, my grandma said, I always quiet and well-behaved. When my parents left, I would sit on a chair at the front door, and saw their car drove away. Mostly, I would weep alone after they went, and tried to not bother anyone. When my grandma finished our talk, I felt a strong sense of mourn from my deep inside, then, I found out, those memories might not be lost; instead, it was buried in my mind, where I don't want to touch anymore.