May 2nd. I went for the US J-1 visa interview today, and I think I am failed. I said I think, because the VO didn't reject me directly. He said he will call me and tell me the answer after one week. Oh poor me! He looks cute, but he is cruel~~~~(>_<)~~~~ I prefer he reject me directly and then I wont have to feel bad for one week or more. Ahhhhhh~~ Yeah, I still feel bad now. And I don't want my parents or friends think that I am upset, I don't want them to worry about me. So I just chatting happily with them and pretend that I am totally OK. 唉，吐个槽，真的好郁闷的说~