Ok,l'll try and consider.Thank you very much.

Take time to analyze yourself. What has your goal been up to this point in time? Why did you select this goal? Was your selection realistic? What are your strengths and weaknesses that apply to this goal? Examine your life and feelings to decide if you still want to achieve this goal. Are there others in your life who you trust who you could ask for help in your analysis?

According to your words.You don't know what you want,and what you need.You lost yourself in puberty.I'm come from China.I'm twenty-one years old.I go to university in Guangdong.I have similar experience with you.At the moment,you must have you own plan.Because this you struggle direction.For example:My Enlish is very bad.Because I don't like English,so my English test scores has been the bottom.At the moment,I work hard to learn English.Understand?Why?Because I did it to my life plan,so I'm learning here everyday.Goodluck,come on.

accordinig to your words ,you are also a student now ,I have similar feeling with you ,acutally we are young,we can do what we want .but however sometimes we don't konw what to do and how to do in our life,we fell bored and helpness,we are confused about our study and future.we are always dazed.