DIARIY , November 4,2016 November 4,2016 Sunny Today is my first day of keep a Diary in English.these day i feel unhappy,because i don’t know do i want. i feel void in my heart. i don’t want to read ,i don’t want to be in love again,i don’t even want to work ,and i don’t sleep well lately.my friends and family think i am normal,in fact i feel myself very bad.i don’t know why.anyhow like a very deep hole in my heart and i don’t know how i should do to fill.i think i got depression! No purpose to play my phone until 11:00 very night ,my eyes so tired but i don’t want to sleep,because i am frightened to start a new day. eating food i like ,i don’t feel exciting and delicious. I met my friends three days ago, she said my face look very bad ,i explained my stomach have a little uncomfortable recently. I very clear i can’t be like be like this any more. I am just 25 years old that is very good age,should have passion and learn knowledge .nobody can save me,just myself. so i will plan to have a excursion with my a friend tomorrow ,talking、walking 、eating...... I must cheer up,the life road to i walk is very far.

I WANT A HOME！ I want a home! i am from Anhui, living in Hngzhou and working now,i want to living in Hangzhou forever.i like here.here is moderate prosperity , beautiful scenery and long cultural history . I hope a day find my Mr right to build our love nest together.the home have fitments that i like colur and grow some plants in balcony,when it's sunny,we can read in balcony.haha i hope have a lovely baby,play wih her and teach him how to behave. sometimes our parents can see us......

Do you feel alright today? today ,i fee bad.I thought a lot about my life,i don't know how to do i deal with my life~

DO YOU HAVE A VERY GOOD FRIEND? I am a girl,25 years sold. i have a very good friend ,her name is DiDi.she is my classmate,i met her five years ago,when the first day i went to university. the day i remember very cleary she worn a yellow T-shirt and a blue jeans ,and said to me hello with smile,when i saw she made my eyes bright,i thought "what a cute and beautiful girl !" since then we have diner ,gone to shopping ，gone to class,even skipped classes,haha~we were bad students.then we did't have too many money,but we want to go to play,so we went to places where did't need to pay.we are so happy togetter. University two years is so fast ,we went to practice in otheir city .we are in the same company, We have experienced the test of real life.the company is very busy and strict ,we cried, we comforted each other.We rejoice with each other.......