when you werent here when you werent here, i went over my fears i never looked behind silver poems, i wrote when you werent here lots of fires i had in my heart didnt even throw its ashes away was the storm of far seas was hard winds of the far climates while swimming a foreign place in your sea my bloody wars troublesome affairs, didnt ever exist though, i always kept silence, always cried, always burned when you were not here waiting for your return again, Oh, you come and take me from life Oh, you come and take me infront of floods Oh you come and take me from my mortal dreams many times i standed against to sun alone was scattered in the winds of the sea "being with you" when you were not here walked many times in the depth of my heart my trembling clove is now on bruised fingers was a frost cold in night's arms in their darknesses only me got cold never cared the wind blowing never appeared with a rested heart even though never got ruined after going trains however every fires burned me before always stayed in the middle of bends what bend is? dont ask as how a fathers reproaches its flags were taken down a defeated castle i was when you were not here always kept silence always burned, always cried when you were not here oh you come and take me from fires oh you come and take me from my worlds of you come and take me from the nights have no dawn though whenever you come will find me with the evening red eyes