My father's letter The day before yesterday I received my father's letter for the first time in 13 years. My father usually tends to implicit he will die due to something if his hope doesn't come true. In this time it's a plan for the end of life. He also said "I will be killed by my daughter." in the other day. According to Transactional Analysis, it's called "The Kick Me Game". His letter worried about my future while he didn't recognize his selfishness. Unfortunately he has not changed a bit. I resigned myself to ignore him. Then I send a book to him by his name. In short, it appears that he send to himself the book by me. The book is written about how to stop someone's assaulting who wouldn't separate with us. My father had too much pride. He hoped that I have something worries to consult him. But for me, he is the biggest single trouble in my life. It's very funny ironical story. I should have realized that earlier. Anyway I feel refreshed right now.

When people tell a lie Interpersonal relationships include many factors. Some intelligent people wouldn't talk about themselves and instead of that they absorb others' knowledge. They know how to arrange their emotion and words to get along with others. Sometimes a lie make our relationship better than cruel truths. They know it well. On the other hand, some lonely people talk about their experiences and knowledges all the time. But when a lonely person ask them a personal question, an intelligent person usually wouldn't answer or gives just implicit answers. I think that roles shouldn't be decided by one of us, but actually it tend to be decided from first conversation until around three months passed.

How to keep our motivation up. (I should write "How do we keep…") I have made friends with some people in Italki. Generally, either one of us will come to lose motivation. At first, we usually talk about schedule of coming Japan or goal of English learning. But when a little something difference is found, intervals will be generated. Our goals are fairly difficult to achieve. However I think that's why we should overcome small discouragement. But actually we tend not to think positively when we face to our difference.

I'm currently suffering with job hunting. I sorely want to get some job. But there's no job due to my lack of grammatical ability. Recently I apply some job related to the desktop publishing operation in English. But that isn't enough, I can't afford to eat out. What shall I do now except review? If the review doesn't work well, I probably will get lost on the roadside.

correction method When I correct some Japanese composition, there is the case which I have only bad mark, and is not made to know why the correction method is bad. I feel that it is deprive of time and energy, and such communication is sterile. I think if dissatisfied with a correction method from another person that I want you to come to be able to use Japanese more early. 私がいくつか日本語学習の添削をしていると、badマークだけを頂いてなぜその添削方法がbadなのか知らされないケースがあります。こういったコミュニケーションは時間や体力の無駄で不毛なので、他人からの添削方法に不満があるのであれば、早く日本語ができるようになってほしいなと思います。

An anecdote about a dangerous person I encountered I encountered a dangerous person. The person only saw if I have the one of voice communication tools. Or he asked about how is my weekend , twice. I was very tired after I blocked his account. Did he want to study language? Have you encountered the person like him? I want to know how to ward quickly off the person like him.