When my alarm clock rang at 6:11, I turned it off in a sleepy daze ... When I woke up again, it was already 6:50. The bedding was warm and comfortable amid the winter chill, but this time I resolved to get up. There are many essays to write and many books to read and ponder at... Over the past 40 years I have been receiving classic academic education and doing self-learning. And over the past 16 years I have been working as a company employee, selling my time and labor in exchange of humble salaries to sustain my family and my myself. It seems that I have never been once pursuing my dream... But what would be that dream? In a vague idea, I think I want to have more time to myself and live this life in a more creative way... Therefore, it is utterly necessary that I dedicate the little free time I have to the pursuit of that objective I suppose...