an opportunity

I guess I've already lost an opportunity.
I was applying for a job, and they asked me some questions in English.
I knew how to answer them, butand I don't know why but I felt always feel uncomfortable with my English, I feel felt shy and ashamed .
I'm totally (only girls from California use this word ;) )really sure I could do it better but I didn't.
They Probably they won't call me again.
Now I feel terrible =(

I wanna scream
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

Goodbye

There will be more opportunities :)