My Journey to Study English (Studying Journey)

When I studied in secondary school, I hated reading English books, speaking and listening in English. I asked myself, (have a doubt that,) why is English (is) so boring? In every English class, (Everydays' English classes,) the English teacher) we were taught (us) grammar. The teachers (They) forced us to do a (doing an) huge amount of grammar exercises, and we have done the exercise) again and again. I couldn't (cannot) understand a whole passage based on text, and I found that I was ashamed to speak (shame on speaking) English because I made a lot of grammatical mistakes. /errors. 

On the other hand, my (I am very good in) Chinese was very good. My English and Chinese results were (are) a contrast, I always got a lower grade in English but was top at (and the winner in) Chinese. I (have) lost the self-confidence to study (on studying) English. When I was studying at (in) university, I thought English was too much of a challenge. (is a giant.) Hence, I avoided (studying) the subjects taught in English. (using English to teach.) When my schoolmates were fluent in speaking and writing in English, I was frightened and ashamed. (shame.) 

How to tackle the problem(s)? I do not know. However, one day I promised to myself, "be self-confident, now no one will be critical of you, (wants to blame you and critise you,) just try your best to study English!" So I registered with italki.com and have posted /started (stated) my first English article (writing) here.

I hope I have made a good start to my journey to study English. (my English studying jounery is a good start.)

Your article is well structured and reads naturally. Just a few grammatical errors and some different word orders in English. I have suggested a few changes to make it read smoother. Good luck on your journey!.