A little part of my life.

When we talk about something that makes us to be sad it is normal to cry, but there are people that cannot cry because inside of them there are a lot of emotions or feelings that make them feel more pain, a deep pain that they cannot control it. Sometimes I have a deep pain but it is strange because it does not remain a long time inside me, maybe because of God. He is always with me but... I am not always with him. It is really strange, we don't love a person that always loves us. In my case I love him yet sometimes I am so far away from him, actually most of the time. When I am feeling a really deep pain but negative I call him, I plead for him to save me because I always need him. I cannot do it alone, for many times I have been alone... I have never known the real love but when I knew him I found all that I needed. My mind could not understand the grace and mercy of God because my mind is finite but he is infinite. When I think of him I just can tell him that 'I love you', that 'I need you' because he is my love. When I am with him I forget all my problems, I forget the people that have hurt me and I enjoy the moment with him... I cannot describe him because that is not possible, you need to know Him to understand.