Melody--Hurting

Recently, I touch thought of many things. Some thiongs things made me very happy, but sometimes I feel really hurted by these emotions. I don't know how to deal with my feelings of friendship and love. I really don't want to grow up. However, why you're do you always force me to make choose always？

FINAL

Recently, I thought of many things. Some things made me very happy, but sometimes I feel really hurt by these emotions. I don't know how to deal with my feelings of friendhsip and love. I really don't want to grow up. However, why do you always force me to choose?

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This writing sounds like a second-person perspective.