Snail mail. It's been so boring and absolutely depressing since I was a senior. What I do is sitting in front of my tons of books, complaining about it, but never actually reading! What a good student I am! The thing is I have no time to do what I love. Sounds like a lame excuse. Well, maybe, yea. I was looking for a notebook in my drawer this morning and suddenly saw a scrapbook. I wrote and kept everything memorable there. There are some letters and post cards sent by my foreign friends, snail mails to be exact. It's really exciting waiting for the letters and stuff to arrive. Though it takes almost a month, I do think it is worth waiting. I miss that moment. It's been ages I haven't written any letters, but I'm really looking forward to writing again soon. Let this year end, and wish me luck! :)

Stay blessed :) Christmas is coming very soon, and I am glad to see everyone updating their status with smiley faces. It reminds me of my Eids. I miss that moment I spent last July on Eid. Though Eid al Fitr is pretty sad as it is a sign of the end of the holy month, Ramadan we all waited for, yet it is actually one of the best days ever because everyone is home. I may not celebrate Christmas, but I hope you all arrive home safely. East, west, home's best! ???? :)

อะไรนะ อะไรคือการที่เรามีความฝัน.. แต่ไม่ยอมคว้ามัน.. ทั้งๆที่มีโอกาส ทั้งๆที่รู้ว่าต้องทำยังไง มีจุดหมาย; เหมือนกำลังหลอกตัวเองว่าใช่ แต่สุดท้ายก็มานั่งสับสนเงียบๆคนเดียว แน่เหรอ ที่นั่น .. ไปเพื่อใช้ชีวิตของเราเอง หรือเพื่อซื้อของกลับมาฝากคนอื่น ทุกอย่างบีบบังคับให้เราต้องทำอย่างนั้นอย่างนี้ สถาณการณ์ สนุกไหมเที่ยวแกล้งคนอื่นไปทั่ว - ขรัมจังคร่า (?) พรุ่งนี้แล้วง่ะ.. ก็อย่างนี้ทุกที แล้วเมื่อไหร่จะพร้อม ต้องรอให้ถึงสนามสุดท้ายก่อนใช่ไหม แล้วมั่นใจเหรอว่าตัวเองจะไม่พลาด คิดว่าแข่งกับตัวเองคนเดียวเหรอ.. ทำตัวแบบนี้.. You reep what you sow. เดี๋ยวก็รู้สึก |อิอิ| ราตรีสวัสดิ์ :) 12.12.14

Average type? I'm wondering if I have got a pretty weird type. In Thailand, most teenagers prefer those with fair skin, so if you have Chinese, Japanese or Korean blood with lighter skin compared to normal Thais, you're probably considered hot. But, surprisingly, I personally have a crush on those with middle eastern, south Asian facial features. We call them 'แขก.' I find people with tanned or darker skin so attractive. I've got many Pakistani friends here in Pattani. I'd say I can look at them all day long and never get bored! haha. However, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. What is an average type most teenagers in your country have? I'm really interested in this kinda stuff. How ridiculous I am!

You only hate the road when youre missing home. Being far away from home reminds me of how imporatant my family is. I cannot imagine myself living alone without them being around. It's probably because I'm young, but, of course, I have to grow up one day. I leave my home many times mainly for studying. No matter how much I enjoy those new places, at the end of the day, I just want to go home. The Passenger says you only hate the road when you're missing home. I don't know why 1000 km. away from home takes so long to arrive..

To learn more... I'd to learn more English. I'd like to learn more of English. I'd like to learn more about English. I have no idea which one is right. Are they different at all?

Random meets I find it quite interesting how guys tend to be on social media apps like wechat, whatsapp etc. and random chat websites, omegle for example, more than girls when in reality the number of guys is a bout 4 times less. I personally like talking to strangers because it shows me what the world is really like. Racism, sexuality, bullying and stuff were new things to me when I first tried omegle 3 years ago. I'm a lot grown up now and I realise there's nothing to do with it because It'd take years to change one's thoughts and attitude.

يا طيبة يا طيبة يا طيبة يا طيبة يا دوا العيانا.. اشتقنالك والهوى نادانا والهوا نادنا ما سار المركب ناساني ساروا والدمع ما جفاني أخدوا ألبي مع جناني يا طيبة يا تيمه الولهانا يا تيمه الولهانا Ya taiba :)

Hopefully :) I cannot believe how long I have lived. I'm now 17 years old and there is going to be a lot of changes next year. As every university in Thailand starts around August and I will have finished my high school in April, I will be able to do any thing I'd during those months! From April to August. I'm planning to travel abroad starting from somewhere nearby, Malaysia for example haha. Hopefully, I will visit Europe once! I've always wanted to go to the UK. I'm really fond of British accents. I like how people pronounce their words. I just like the way they talk. Scottich accent is also attractive, so I hope I have a chance to really talk to those with accents in person! :D