2019-06-18 I fell like I am a little behind the schedule. It make me feel that I am in rush. That's why I've worked until 10 pm these days. Also there's another issue, I couldn't focus on my work. I don't know why but to resolve this issue, I am going to do something. In terms of colleague, I'm constantly amazed at what my colleague do, they look smart and to know everything. I'm prod to be a part of them.

2019-06-10 In terms of marriage, in my opinion most important thing is that congeniality. I assume if you meet someone who is not congenial to you, you can have argument with them. The more argument there are, The farther away they are. I didn't have that experience. But I've seen people who decided to go separated way because of different personality.

2019-06-05 It's very hard to get used to. Every morning I am struggling to wake up. I've decided to be early bird. But I've been failed. It's not on purpose. On second thought, I realized that the main problem here I have, I go to bed late. It';s after midnight already. i think I got to go to bad to get some sleep now so that I can wake up early in the tomorrow morning.

2019-06-04 I attend Queer Festival last Saturday. It was kind of an outreach program. We collected money for donation and gave the donators T-shirt or stickers. It was held at Seoul city hall, around it there were people who didn't like this festival. They were not comfortable with it. It'was hard not to for them because they thought LGBTQ was wrong. But I've been supporting them having a right to be themselves without any stereotypes.

2019-06-03 I had an appointment with my GF at 12:30 top watch the movie "parasite" together. i was need to be prompt, but I was late because I did some work. Which won't be great. She could be upset when I was late. I went down to subway station where we were going to meet thinking I should have not dawdle. Fortunately she was also late. I could avoid bad situation.

Diary 2019-05-29 Today i finally start deploying what I've made so far. It's my first time to make a product almost by myself. I am so proud myself. I send announce email to relevant people. That's what we have to do before start actual ramping up. But we still have an issue we need to fix, so I couldn't deploy my product to all of our service. I'm going to be patient until it is fixed.

2019-05-28 - There are many way we can choose, I have to choose one of them. - I am going to turn off light after 11pm in order to set the tone. - How long does it take to be finished? - I laughed at this mistake, It was no offense. - I am so psyched that I finally start new role.

2019-05-27 Where do I see myself in 10 years. Actually I don't think we can exactly predict our future. All I do everyday is just doing my best. If I keep doing it, I believe my future will be amazing. One thing I want is keeping being a Software Engineer for 10 years. For that I should keep studying English and many new technology like Machine Learning. Also I have to work out regularly to stay in health. Some who want to keep working for 10 years as software engineer like my dream seems to be agreeing this idea. But setting it in motion is not that easy.

2019-05-23 I should have finished the task that I promised I was going to make done by this week. We have a meeting in 12 hours, I just made change list but I should get review from owner of that code. What was happen to me? Last week I finished one of big project. So I was playing hooky this week. That why I couldn't focus on my work so far. Anyway I really want to check this off on my to do list next week.