07/Jul/2010 Heartbroken Today will be a really bad day. It's rainy, so quiet. I have a terrible headache and my throat hurts. My ex-best friend sent another weird message to my cellphone, yesterday. I couldn't sleep because I'm afraid about what he could do to my boyfriend or my friends if he's angry and drunk enought. It was my fault. Or not, I don't know... I couldn't fall in love of him. He was always like a little brother to me. He is heartbroken and so sad, really sad. I don't want to talk with him by now. He only makes me cry and feel like a bad person. I think that I lose my friend. I hate that feeling.