Write For Myself I am always a person who has a bad temper. I have many regrets throughout my lifetime. But most of the time I love myself, even a bit of narcissism. God gave me a hot heart to love all the fabulous stuffs in this bright world, although sometimes it clouds. Inspiring myself that one day everything will be fine, I get away from the endless darkness. A friend commented me that I am a totally happy girl but pessimistic. I couldn’t agree with her any more. Suppose that I am not happy, how can I really out of sadness, though the pessimism is just the obstacles I set in front of me. I am just out of my way these days and need some encouragement, so I encouragement myself.

my favorite poet the poet I like most is Haizi. when I first read his poem, I almost involved in it and can't get out of the cell of sadness. Some of his poems are inspiring, but I also feel sad. maybe just because for himself is a pessimistic person. He choze death at last,in the most unbelievable way. so we lost a genius. sometimes I wonder if he still alive, what will he bring to us. maybe it's not sad anymore. his lifetime like a burning star, glorious but short.

this Sunday It is rainning outside. Most rainning day, I feel sad. I thought a lot last night. A man can't be content about life without his own goal. The key is the goal of the whole life, which decide what a person you want to be,how you spend your time. What upset me is i don't know the life style i like. So i think i am a person without thought. It's the most miserable thing. 外面淅淅沥沥地下着雨，大多数的雨天，我都感觉很悲伤。 昨夜，我想了许多。如果一个人没有生活目标，他永远不会对自己的生活满意。关键在于生活目标，它决定了你想成为一个什么样的人，你怎么去安排你的时间。我烦恼的是我不知道我想要的生活是什么。我觉得我是一个没有思想的人，还有什么比这更悲惨。

Can I say this : For years I wasted time and youth, now I feel very uneasy and anxiety.? 我想表达这个意思：过去这些年来，我浪费了时间，浪费了青春。现在我感到十分不安和焦虑。 望高人指点，不胜感激。

My Summer Vacation This summer, I went to a trip with a few friends of mine. Our first destination is HangZhou. The wind was roaring when we arrived at the XiaoShan airport. For the first time to leave home so far without parents, All of us were so happy. The weather of HangZhou changed a lot. But the bad weather couldn't let us down. After supper, we visited the West Lake which is one of the most famous lakes in China . Once If you come to HangZhou, you should rent a bike and go riding aroud the lake. One side of the lake was so crowded. But when we walked to SuDi, we were addicted in the beauty of the West Lake. The water in the lake shaked by the wind. We feel so cool and comfortable. The West Lake is famous because of it's deeply culture.Here buried a lot of famous people in the history.The west Lake is so beautiful,like hundreds years ago,a great poet of China admired it: 欲把西湖比西子，淡妆浓抹总相宜.

First notebook entry: Introducing myself Hello! My name is Jessica liu. I am from Si Chuan China. I am a university student in chengdu and I am major in imformation engineering. language is a tool to connect people from different contries. English is mostly widely used in this world. And many contries use English as their second offical language. There a lot of books writed in English too. To me, I'd like to contact with people all over the world. I believe communication makes me kown more about the culture and life in the other side of the earth. So I come here to make friends. And I want to find someone who'd like to learn Chinese. So that we can make progress together. There is an ancient proverb in China. It says: all men are brothers, which means people can make friends no matter where they come from. I really hope one day I can chat in English fluently !