about function of searching a friend on italki by nick name registered on italki in 2007, it's been 13 years. not always sign in. recently i find that i cant search a friend with nick name. because i ever used this function several years . i'm wondering if this website has blocked such a function. if so, that's disappointed for me. can anybody tell me how to find a partner with his/her nick name? really appreciated!

not happy should i change my attitude? maybe i need to change my life. i hate my current feeling about my state. i want to do something and start my new life. It should be a new beginning.

borning it is so borning to work in the field that you are not interested in any longer. i want to quit this choice. As a man who love freedom, i hate this feeling. i want to do what i want, not be affected by any factors. That is what i need right now.

Never Be Mine You didn't open your heart for me from the beginning and never in the future. There is no trust between you and me. What I got is just to be doubted all the way when I start to work with you. No sweet words can better the true wealth. I will still insist on my faith and keep moving forward. But I will put an end to this rediculous feeling. I will not be effected by your behavior and your words any more. I swear that I will never step the same river twice. I will leave my own life. 2016-2-6

纵然不再，吾亦不改。 怎么样都不会更改我的热情，这般坚持应该是一生的。尽管此时此刻，内心挣扎，但终究只是短暂的，已然坚持了十一年，放弃是没有任何道理的。誓死一生相随。Oh, my ......

oh, my god. 这个夏天跟冬天一样冷。 sometimes i feel that i am a sole ranger. i have my special way to deal with things which distinguishes me from others. i always wanna find one who knows me well, understand me well, comfort me well. but where is it? being single is not my fault, but this feeling really makes me heart-broken. we were all born to be alone, and will die alone. oh, jesus, would you please give me a chance to live happily? i am in urgent need of happiness. but you always let me down. i dont wanna get a full understanding of life, because i am not smart. so just promise me a chance. Thanks!!!

God, give me one more chance 上帝，给我一次改正的机会。我太坏了，原谅我。有人一旦失去就无法再回来。

who will lock up her brows for you? 谁为你锁眉？ 要写些东西了，但是写些什么呢？昨天本年度第四号热带风暴登陆广东，却什么事儿也没有，想凉快也不行。我要凉快啊。——天气背景 人生这么短，又这么长。 你的眉头为谁锁？ 挥不去的是记忆，到不了的是世纪。 天堂与地狱，我在人间栖息。 你当然了我的善意，伪装了你的无所顾忌。 猥琐了自己，光辉了你的心地。 爱的花季，看似美丽。 谁愿为你执伞走到残花满地？ 屏烛绣衣到天明的又是谁家闺女？ 泪为谁滴？涕为谁泣？ 她的容颜又苍白了谁的发髻？ 爱恨交替，纠结心底。 二十三年已矣。

My God 为什么有人喜欢标傍自己很大气，而本身却小气得让我五体投地。在人面前表现得自己多么的豁达，其实心眼比针还小，真是好笑。这种人其实内心很孤独，很可悲，只剩下敝帚自珍了。他们以为心胸比别人都要宽广，其实狭隘异常。容不得别人比他自己强。典型的妒嫉心理在作怪。