Diary May 1 ,2013 Wednesday Sunny It is my first time to keep my diary at home .How incredibly possible that i was stayed in my home bed while yesterday evening i still was chatting with my roommates in the dorm .But the feeling of excitement soon fade as soon as i got into the home .In a word ,the more i stayed home .the more i want to go outside ,like school .By far there is no place than school i want to go .I am not the kid who would want to stay at home with their family all together .I really want to pursue something of my own like career .wow !long talk about this matter . Just through a long and boring trip , i feel awfully tied now .When i was washing my feel in the bathroom , i immediately thought of keeping writing .What is the worst thing is i did not keep my habit yesterday .So i had to write two pieces of diary today .How about yesterday ?I do not know how to put it .For me, i really do not want to reveal my personal feelings in my diary . But somehow i want to say something about the movie named Say Goodbye to Youth (just i translate it ,the Chinese name is zhi qing chun) which i went to the cinema with uncle rabbit to enjoy it .I mean this film is not really my taste especially the plots .The end is out of our mind and a little sad maybe just like my mood yesterday. I should learn lesson from yesterday and learn to respect myself and cherish myself .I want to say my pricipal always comes first and nothing can change it . What imprssed me today is on my way to bus station near my campus .I never expected that my several baggages were too heavy for me too carry .And meanwhile i was soo afraid to miss the bus of coming home .This was no choice but to ask the students who was passing through me .So i bring myself to talk one boy just near me and ask him if it was convenient for him to help me .His yes really gave me a break and relief .Then he took my case and we went together to the station .I should be grateful for his kindness .So when he meant to leave ,i asked if he was willing to give his number to me and i will be glad to treat him back .But he just said no an welcome .I want to say he is a real man . Just here today ,i really want to get some sleep now .

Diary April 27 2013 Saturday Sunny Nothing special happened today .Maybe i should make my diary short this time because i can not have my diary shown and corrected by others in Italki just resulting from its too long .How impossible it is . Just like usual i got up late and washed my clothes in the morning and take them out for the sunshine .Everytime i see the clothes hung outside from the window ,i feel a sense of achievement .Although you may think that it is so trivial ,it do mean much too me .I especially love the moment of taking my clothes inside and folding them well and put them into my small closet . I went outside with Yoyo for hunting the lunch .I had intended to sit there and enjoy my fried rice with eggs but unexpectedly Yoyo's old brother called her that he wanted to borrow her bag for climbing Mountain Huang .And consequently i had to eat my lunch so hurriedly and of course i did not finish it and then came back to dorm . After lunch ,i started to surf on the internet and download the TV plays in case i will feel terribly boring in the summer .This summer holiday may be the longest one of my life lasting four month .I am planning to find a part-time job of teaching in my county town .But the chance is so slim and i was asked to take part in an interview which should be an teaching presentation .No matter what the result is ,i will try .Anyway ,it is a valuable experience for me . Then i took a snap but unfortunately an unexpected call from my counselor interrupted my dream .He asked if i have time to stamp the internship report instead of him .Well ,i had no choice and then went outside with my roommate to offer him our hands .And staying in the teacher's office for almost half an hour ,we just stood there and do nothing .We can not stamp the paper because some of my students still do not hand in theirs .And then we came back and our counselor let me take a pile of internship to my dorm and sort them out .What he wanted me to do is collecting the paper of others and take all together to the Dean's office to get stamps .We spent a boring time sorting a pile of paper .I feel lucky that my major is secretarial service because work needs consistent patience is going to kill me . Today just write here . .

Diary April 26 ,2013 Friday Sunny It seemed that i can not get sleep this morning and consequently i got up around 6 a.m.to wash my clothes .I was wondering when my counselor will call me for handing in my form which is for scholarship .Somehow i should be thanking him becuase he called me and said i am qualified enough and let me fill in the form .If he did not call , i will never pay any attention to it .But later i learned that i can not get the money if i passed the entrance exam of becoming a graduate exam .LOL somethimes money comes first and it is a little pity to let it pass away .I want to say it is worthwhile .I prefer the entrance exam over the little money . Then what tired me is that i was asked to help counselor to stamp a pile of documents which is our iternship report .Many hands make work easier .We did our work soo quickly and then i accopanyied him to the Dean's Office for another stamp .But it turned out to be in vain because there is no one here .We had to leave for the dorm .What impressed me today is that i had a long talk with counselor .What we talked about is nothing about the study or education .We are just like friends and chatted causually .I still remembered my asking him a question is that 'do you think girl is a little old to be married if they graduate around 28 years old '.His anwser is yes and he said maybe for boys not .Well , there is no dount that what i said the girl is me .Oh i almost forgot the most important thing of my life that i eventually passed the public subjects .That means i am having the chance to pursue another two year's education for a undergraduate degree .Now i can feel my dream is just in front of me .I should work hard for master's degree. What care me a lot is that i am not sure that whether my uncle rabbit is willing to wait me or not .Somethimes i can not change others ,all i should do is change myself .Tomorrow is another day !

Diary 14th April Today is the big day for me because I finished the most important exam of my life which I had been waiting for three years .i do not know how to describe my feelings by using words .when I left the the examination classroom I felt so relaxed .so I said a word to one of my classmates named Penlin ,‘everything is eventually over，how relaxing it is now ’.Then I went to the supermarket of our college accompanying my roommates to buy something to eat . All they do is try their best to relax themselves both mentally and physically .I did not buy anything because my infected tooth do not allow me to eat anything .How poor I am ! Then I came back to my dormitory and discussed the answer of all the subjects .My feelings about the exams are not that difficult but all we need is that we should have 100% patience .To be honest , I am not that kind of person who have enough patience .I do not well in the multiple choice questions and I always am confused about this type .Then I got in touch with my rabbit uncle by phone lasting about one hour . Just the exam finished I need to think over and over for what is the path of my future life .i do not know how to make a good choice .i want to be an English teacher but I actually want to improve myself through the education .if possible I prefer to pursuit Doctor’s degree .so that means there is much I should prepare such as starting to learn Japanese .At last I hope everything goes well .well a piece of exciting news is that I will go to the cinema with my roommates .tomorrow .

Diary April 15th ,2013 Today is a little tired but meaningful .Everytime the first day of finishing the exam seems wonderful although i am worried of awaiting for the final results .But the extremely meaningful to me is that I spend the whole afternoon enjoying a film named an agreement of breaking up (I translate this .lol.Chinese name is fen shou he yue ) The most exciting news is that I checked the answer of the computer subject which seems not too bad .You know ,I am not good at the computer from the very beginning but now things are a little different .I mean this subject is superior to others which really makes me feel good for myself and to some extent it gaves me much confidence . I want to say if you want to do and meanwhile you put your effort into it ,then you will get whatever you want .To be frankly ,I should be thanking my computer teacher named Wangjun who is a really brilliant teacher .Till now I miss the time of his giving class to us .As for me ,he is not only a teacher of the profound knowledge in teaching but also has a good character .He is the most humourous that I have seen in my life .The more I respect him ,the more I want to be a teacher like him .He is my idol. Just now I talked about the film .From my point of view ,it is really touching .LOL I am the one who left the cinema with tears on my face .I do not think it is embarrassing and do not care what others will think about me after seeing me crying like a baby . I feel that my emotions for this moment is genuine and proper .And I want to say sometimes spilling your tears is a good way to relax yourself . Oh it is time for me to sleep because I run out of my energy today with washing my clothes lasting three hours .

Diary April 16 , 2013 Thuesday cloudy Nothing is special today .somehow it was not busy like before and today I got up around 6.a.m..It was not too late but comparing to the old days of my revising my lessons in library ,and seemed a little late .Just like the old saying goes'An early bird catch the bird 'LOL i am an early bird.But something unexpectedly followed that when i got to the library ,i found that there was just a few people sitting in it .i wondered where was the people ?Then i realized that most of us had finished the exams and come back home .However i had to stay because i will prepare for another important exam named TEM-4(its full name is test for English majors band four )Since there is 3 days left ,i need to devote my whole energy to it . I really want to make it .come on ,tutu. Oh today on hearing the new of the result of specialized English having done ,i was extremely nervous to die .so i came to dean's office with YoYo to find out whether the results came out or not .You know the truth was ,as i expected ,the result will come out tomorrow noon.Jesus ,that means i had to wait of misery and nervousness.But the good news is that i eventually learn that i have an opportunity to take part in the TEM-4 because before i was not sure that whether i signed up for it or not .now i can take a relax Just now i went to the classroom for a public speech and the lecture is a teacher who i admired the most because he got the success through his hard working and most importantly he is a man who have enough responsibility to his family .lol i want to say there exists a really man in the world . Well ,i need to go to sleep .Hope tomorrow is an another day !

Diary 17th April 2013 Wendesday Sunny I want to say today is really meanful and important for me .wow! It is a day that marked with red envelop.Hooray ! I get the number one in the test of specialized English .I never thought this would happen to me .When i checked the exam through the internet and then the final result came into my view which the point is one hundred and twenty-six and the ramk is the number one .I was full of pride at this moment and did not know how to use words to describe my complicated feelings vividly .Maybe i desreve it because i once worked hard .Sharing comes first to me and i dialed the number which i want most to dial .To my disappointment i got a refusal .Maybe i should not have done it .How stupid i am .And in the afternoon i told this piece of news to my parents and i can tell they are so peased with what i have done in the exam .And my father told me that do not care anything around me and just take a breath because the exam is done .But i am still a little worried .That is ,the results of the public exams are still a mystery and i hope everything is like what i expect I took a snap lasting three hours this afternoon .lol.it seems a long time .i guess i need to make up for the sleep which i did not enjoy for a month .Before taking a snap ,i find a American TV play named Army housewives which the content is similiar to Desperate Housevives .You know the latter is my favourite and i have already watched the eight season of it without subtiles.Well ,it do good to my english listening ability and i should be thanking you housewives ,Lynette(this name i like the most ), Susan who is a little crazy woman and easy to cry but so dedicated to romance and his family ,Gaby who is an fashionable wife whose priciple is Money talks but also have a kind heart under her skin ...But i truely hope this one which i am pursuing is better than Desperate Housewives

The Year of 2012 Times flies ! 2012 just passed soo quickly .I am so lucky that I survivived from the 2021 because a little bird once told me that 2021-12 -21 is the end of the whole word . To be honest I do not believe this but I want to say if someone ever told you like that and more or less you are going to freak out So what did I do significantly in this year ? You know ,maybe for a chinese student, the life of college is not interestring like what I thought when I was in middle high school . The most fantastic thing happened is the teaching practice .I bet it is the most valuable memory of my life .Now when I this memories come to my mind ,I can’t help smiling .I still remember the first day when I came to this junior high school named the tenth junior high school which located in the beautiful park of the downtown. After a few days when I was familiar with the sourroudings of the school and something else about the teaching ,I was not that nevous like before .So that gives me a hint that if you put your heart into what you want to take on,you can do better than you look forward to . Of course something embassessed me also happened like when I took a job as a superviser teacher for an important physic exam. I always hold the view that if you want to get a pleased mark ,you need to work hard in your free time not to look around others’ paperwok or google the answers .For me ,I can not stand it .So I kept my eyes closely on them (to be honest ,too tired to keep looking at something all the time ) and walked around the classroom frequently .It gave me a shock that I peered at a small piece of paper lying on the ground .How dare you are !Then I asked the student who was near to that disgusting paper to pick it up .You know what happened next ? The whole class burst into laughing because it was a napkin which had already used for sneezing .Oh ,jesus ! I have to say my eyesight is a little poor .lol. This wonderful things come to my mind from time to time , I missed this students maybe sometimes a little naughty . I have a good feeling of being a teacher .The new year is coming ,my resolution is to work hard on english and hope I can take down all the exams .

I Need a English Name my english name is tutu ,but many of my international friends think it sounds a little funny .maybe it is not like an english name .so i want to change it. for myself tutu is a fantastic name because my chinese family name is tu and then i use double tu for my english name. now i will take it as my english family name .i feel a good name sometimes will bring a good luck to our life .i hope friends here would like to give me some advice .come on thnik a given neme for me.i will appriciate fot that .