Can anybody help to tell me what the below sentence means?? Thks."머하눈 거야".

HELLO I am thinking about something quite seriously recently, that is if i have the chance to decide,then i will choose to be male or female when i was born. I know this is totally stupid cause i dont have the chance at all, but I just can not get that out of my mind. And after one week's thinking, i decided that i wont change my gender even if i have the chance. Haha.Life is funny.

why is it always so hard to come up with a title? Today the power was off in my house until about 10 minutes ago. The battery of both my laptop and my phone are die, and which is really a difficult situation that i never expected, i mean, i never though that internet or mobile phone can play such important roles in my life. But of course, i dont want them to have so many influences in my life. I do not like the feeling of depending on modern technology too much, but this is exactly the thing i am doing right now. The ironic thing is that i am using a product of modern technology to write this essay instead of writing it down on my notebook.

weekly report I do hate the weather here now. I dont even know how to descirbe my feeling right now, but i do know that the weather is totally drving me crzay. I need to get some fresh air outside and maybe do some reading to cool me down. By the way, i bough three books today. I think i will like them. Let me ask you （一问一世界） ---By Yang Lan Hi, my little happiness（ 你好，小确幸）---By Jia Fei mao Everyone is sick（大家都有病）--A good caricature by Zhu De Yong Time for reading.

End of May June is just around the corner, which means that half of my 2011 has passed. Looking back, i just cant stop thinking that i have wasted all those past five monthes. It feels so good when you work so hard for one goal or just one thing, while i havnt felt that for quite a long time. Therefore last night i made up several plans that i have to achieve by the end of this year. I do hope that i can keep my promoises to myself. I am sticking to one of my plan now, that is keep writing on a weekly or monthly basis so that i can do a better job in english writing.Wish me good luck.