A girl i used to be loved Today i would like to talk about a girl . although i never saw her again afer graduate. That was when i still in high school, i falling in loved with a girl . she was so beautiful and smart. The most important thing is her voice. when she talking i felt fascinating,that voice sounds like an angle singing,or cool wind blowing on my face in the hotst summer. She took all my mind on that time . but i was so shy and hand't so much confident to talked to her. But when a valentine's day , i gave her a rose ,and wrote a long long loveletter to her. Of course,at last i didn't got her, i still make sure she not belong to me. I know no man need to confidentless when he go after a girl, but in my heart ,she was always special to me . The one and the only. Now she study in a japanese art collage. Not just the distance,i know the distance of our heart was never been closed,and never will be .

what meanning"i think i've had it with him."? what meanning?and when can i use sentence pattern like this?